Sunday, September 19, 2010

A hit by the Holy Spirit

I think another major step of my "training", as Eric Ludy puts it, I think was when I went to Teen Camp in July of this year. I just went on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday of that week cause I had to work, but Tuesday night's worship was really really intense. The Holy Spirit hit me so hard, and it felt amazing in one way but thinking about it after, I kinda felt bad cause I was supposed to be praying for the Teens there yet I sat and cried and cried and cried and got prayer myself. What was God thinking? I asked and I believe he said, "I can do what I want, when I want." Short and sweet. That smacked me in the face. :) I suppose I needed it though! I realized I was putting God in a box (or trying to anyway!). He really showed me who's who and what's what, as Myrraya likes to say. So, for that I am thankful. Even though it definitely gets uncomfortable, I cant wait to see what God has for my next step in training. <3

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